My name is Mackenzie, nice to meet you. If you don’t already know me then you have no idea exactly how many times a day (yes, a DAY) that I break or screw something up completely. To be honest, I don’t have an exact tally on how many times a day I mess up strictly because there’s not enough paper in the world to count my all of my inadequacies.
This is not the first time that I have poured all my energy in to something, built it up through all of my hard work just to abandon it. I’m actually pretty notorious for doing that. But this isn’t about my deep personal strife, it’s about the fact that I abandoned you. I abandoned my blog. I closed up shop and left behind a place that brought me such release and allowed me the upmost freedom of expression. For that I can never be sorry enough.
I could go on a mile long rampage about how my adult life got in the way. Trying to find a balance between my full time job, my family, and my own personal desires got the best of me: but I know that’s not what anyone wants to hear. We all have those same struggles. All I can say to reassure you is that every time I have walked away from something I love and enjoy I have came back stronger and more passionate than ever.
I missed you.